Friday, December 22 1758

…At home all day. In the evening read part of Addison’s Evidences of the Christian Religion. Sure never was a more melancholy time than now. What the reason is I know not, but I have so little trade and my trust is so great that I think I must be ruined. And how to extricate myself out of my difficulties I am quite at a loss. I should not care how poor soever my own living was, so I had but a prospect of not losing that little I once had.

Thursday, December 21 1758

…This day being St Thomas’s day, gave the following people one penny and a draught of beer for a Christmas gift; viz.,

1Widow Gower18Edward Babcock Jr
2Dame Novice19John Dan
3John Humphrey20Widow Day
4Francis Turner21William Eldridge
5Widow Trill22James Emery
6Richard Braizer23John Streeter
7Ann Wood24Will Slarks
8Ed Babcock Sr25Will Slarks
9Widow Cain26Robert Baker
10Thomas Ling27Susan Swift
11Thomas Heath28Richard Prall
12Richard Heath29Widow Cornwell
13Samuel Jenner30Thomas Dallaway
14Thomas Tester31John Durrant
15William Henly32Richard Vinal
16Roger Vallow33Widow Bristow
17John Elless

…In the evening read part of Hervey’s Meditations. Thomas Davy at our house the latter part of the evening.

Monday, Dewcember 18 1758

In the morning sent Mr Robert Plumer by John Streeter the post in cash 24.14.0, which money is in full on my account… Rec’d back by the post from Mr Robert Plumer a receipt for 23.13.0, one of the guineas I sent him today not being weight, and which guinea the post says he has put off and will pay Mr Plumer the same sum on Thursday next. In the evening settled an account between Thomas Fuller the previous overseer of this parish and Mr Joseph Burgess the overseer for the next year, when Mr Burgess paid Thomas Fuller in cash 14.13.6; viz.,

To a balance due to the parish from Mr Burgess when he made up his accounts with the parish at Easter last                            11.7.6
By a mistake then made to the prejudice of the parish.3.6.0

Afterwards Mr Thomas Fuller paid Mr Joseph Burgess back again in cash: 2.18.8; viz.,

To Sinden’s poor tax, which the parish agreed to pay.1.6.8
Do. to Francis Turner’s poor tax which the parish also agreed to pay, both for the year 17571.12.0

At home all day. Took physic today. In the evening wrote my London letters. Delivered my watch to Mr Henry Weller of Eastbourne for him to repair for me. In the evening Thomas Davy at our house.

Sunday, December 17 1758

Myself only at church in the morning; the text in Joshua 24:24: “And the people said unto Joshua, The Lord our God will we serve, and his voice will we obey.” We had a brief read for a fire that happened in the parish of St John’s Wapping in the county of Middlesex whereby a widow woman and her two daughters are reduced to the extremest want and poverty, their loss amounting to upwards of £1340 beside the ground-rent of the premises, which was £20 per year, and 30 years more to come of the lease, that with rebuilding the same it must still add to their losses. I gave 3d to the said brief. We dined on a roasted pig and bread sauce.

In the afternoon my wife, self and servant at church; the text the same as in the forenoon, from which words we had a very good sermon. In the evening Mr Francis Elless and Thomas Davy at our house, to whom I read 2 of Tillotson’s sermons.

Thursday, December 14 1758

…Paid John Streeter in cash 3/11 for 1 pair silver clasps which he brought me from Lewes on Monday. In the afternoon my wife went to see Mrs Porter, and about 7:30 I went down. We played a few games of whist, but neither won or lost. We supped at Mr Porter’s on some roasted potatoes, sausages and bread and cheese. We stayed chatting with Mrs Porter and Mr Porter till near 12 o’clock. A very melancholy time–but little to do, and really no getting in of any debts. I cannot think what will become of me. Oh, could I be in some piece of business where I could carry on business in it’s proper channel! Then should I be siting in the sphere that is my choice. Not that I would desire to amass a large sum of money together. No, only that I might have the prospect removed from before my eyes of an approaching poverty.