Friday, December 12 1760

In the forenoon my brother came over, and I lent him my horse. We dined on a piece of beef boiled and turnips. At home all day. My wife, poor creature, extremely ill. Oh, what a melancholy time I have; my spirits are quite sunk beneath a load of grief, and my heart overwhelmed with a sea of trouble, but let me not grieve at the divine will, but the more earnestly let me pray for grace to direct my steps and to put my trust in the Most High, who is a rock of defense to all such as call upon him faithfully and will hear their prayer in the needful time of trouble.

Saturday, December 13 1760

In the morning my brother came over and brought home my horse. He breakfasted with me and stayed and dined with me on the remains of yesterday’s dinner. Paid Benjamin Shelley in cash 9/- in full for the same sum he paid Mr Charles Browne this week in full on my account… Rec’d of Thomas Diplock in cash 30.12.4 for which sum I am to send a bill of the same value to Mr Matthew Blake in Hickman’s Folly near Dock Head in Southwark, which is his landlord and which bill with the following receipts I received of Master Diplock makes the sum of £37 and is in full for one year’s rent due from Master Diplock to Mr Blake at Lady Day last. The receipts received were as under:

To a receipt for a year’s land tax due Lady Day, 17605.8.0
To a receipt for 1 year’s quit rent due St Michael, 1760    0.12.8
To a bill of Mr John Farley’s0.7.0
To the bill I am to send30.12.4

…At home all day. My wife, poor creature, very ill.

Sunday, December 14 1760

Rec’d of Mr Thornton 2 rabbits (which I have not paid him for). Myself only at church in the morning… We dined on a rabbit boiled, and another roasted and stuffed. No service at our church in the afternoon, Mr Porter preaching at Laughton. In the afternoon Mrs French came to see my wife and drank tea with us… In the evening read one of Tillotson’s sermons. My wife, poor creature, very ill, but bears her illness with great resignation to the divine will.

Tuesday, December 16 1760

…Delivered to Ben Shelley, put up in a paper and sealed, in cash £40 for him to pay in London for me this week; viz.,

28 Guineas29.8.0
20 half-do.10.10.0
2 shillings0.2.0

Paid Mr Percival Hart 6/- in full. We dined on a piece of beef boiled, an apple pudding, turnips and potatoes. Paid Thomas Durrant the 2/- I borrowed of him the 7th instant. At home all day; my wife very ill. Thomas Durrant smoked a pipe with me in the evening, he going today to Dr Snelling’ for a cupping glass for me.

Thursday, December 18 1760

We dined on the remains of yesterday’s dinner. After dinner I went to Lewes, where I paid money as follows:

In cash to Mr Stephen Tasker in full0.6.8
In do. to Mr William Tooth in full2.2.6
In do. to Messrs Richards and Comber in full1.15.6
Paid Mr Faulkner Bristow in full4.7.6
Do. to Mr John Lambert in full2.3.0
Do. to Mr Thomas Cruttenden in full0.18.0
Do. to Mr Ed Ralfe the balance of account in full0.6.4
Do. to Mr Henry Pocock in full0.11.0
Do. to Mr Will Tooth for half-pence0.8.0
Paid Mr Plumer for half-pence0.4.0
Do. Messers Richards and Comber for half-pence0.6.0
Do. to do. for do. which he is to  send me the first opportunity0.0.10
Paid for oatcakes and biscuits for my wife0.0.4½
Do. to Mr Mercer for 1 ounce elixir  paregoricum.                    0.0.6
Turnpike0.0.2
Horse and Ostler0.0.5
Spent0.0.6
14.0.11½

Paid Mrs Mary Roase one bill on Mr William Margesson… value 13.13.0, which bill when paid is in full on my account. Paid Mr Robert Plumer one bill on Mr Will Margesson… value 23.3.6, which bill when paid is in full on my account. Called on Mr Madgwick and Mr Thomas Scrase. Came home about 6:40. Mrs Virgoe drank tea with my wife in my absence. My wife very ill, but I hope rather better. In the evening busy a-writing.

Sunday, December 21 1760

No service at our church in the morning, Mr Porter preaching at Laughton. We dined on two rabbits roasted and stuffed. Our late servant only at church in the afternoon.

Mr Poole, coming to see a child of Mr Porter’s, paid my wife a visit and charged 10/6; really a fine thing it is to be a physician who can charge just as he pleases and not be culpable according to any human law. At home all day. My wife, poor creature, very ill.