Monday, August 10 1761

I dined on the remains of yesterday’s dinner with the addition of a piece of bacon and some French beans… In the evening wrote my London letters. Sent Mr William Margesson enclosed in a letter by Ben Shelley (delivered to himself) the bank bill I received of Mr Porter the 8th instant… This day I, together with William Henry Benge, witnessed the conveyance, fine etc. of Mr Burgess’s land to Mr Porter.

Tuesday, August 11 1761

…Mrs Fuller and her daughter Mrs Vine drank tea with me. Paid Joseph Fuller Jr in cash 19.9.6 in full for the same sum paid yesterday per his order by Mr Laugham to Mr Will Margesson on my account.

At home all day. Ah, how melancholy my present situation. Oh…[14 words omitted]…the disappointments I often meet with sadly afflict me, as I have now no bosom friend to consult upon any emergency.

Saturday, August 15 1761

…I dined on a sheep’s heart pudding, French beans and carrots. In the afternoon rode down to Halland. Rec’d of Mr Joseph Burgess in cash 9.13.0 in full for the use of the widow Browne and which I sent to her by her servant Henry Godley. Mrs and Fanny Weller drank tea with me. I hardly know which way to turn or what way of life to pursue.

Sunday, August 16 1761

…Myself and one servant at church in the morning… During churchtime my servant’s brother and sister came to see her and dined with us on a shoulder of lamb roasted and French beans. No service at our church in the afternoon, Mr Porter preaching at Laughton.

I went and called Sam Jenner and we walked to Laughton Church… I came home and drank tea, after which Mr Saunders and his wife went home. This day Mr Crowhurst, overseer of Folkington, promised me he would pay the debt of Francis Rich deceased, at Easter next.

In the evening read part of the New Whole Duty of Man. Oh, how melancholy my situation; how am I depressed with grief.

Tuesday, August 18 1761

…Paid Joseph Fuller 8/9 for 15 lbs of wool bought of him today. Mr Tucker came to see me and dined with me on a breast of lamb boiled and broiled. Mrs Atkins, Mrs Hicks and Mrs Brook drank tea with me. At home all day. Posted some accounts. Oh, how severely do I know the loss of one who was the best of wives and a most amiable companion.