Saturday, September 19 1761

In the forenoon walked up to Mrs Piper’s and assisted them in settling and paying their workmen. Paid John Piper 18d for a bushel of oats. I dined on the remains of yesterday’s dinner with some green salad. In the afternoon down at Mr Porter’s concerning writing to the creditors of Mr Piper deceased. In the evening Charles Diggens called in to see me and smoked a pipe with me, and stayed till near 11 o’clock… Pretty busy all day, but still how melancholy my situation. Paid John Piper the guinea I received of William Wenham yesterday for poor tax.

Sunday, September 20 1761

In the morning wrote my London letters. Myself and one servant at church in the morning… During churchtime my brother came over and stayed till I came home, but went away soon after. I dined on two chickens and a piece of bacon boiled, cabbage and carrots. As soon as I had dined, I set out for Steyning, in order to appraise a shop of goods belonging to the widow Foreman and now taken by my friend George Richardson. I stopped at Mr John Madgwick’s and gave him a bill (in order to deliver to Mrs Mary Roase for me) on Mr Will Margesson…value £21. From Lewes my brother rode with me as far as Falmer. I arrived at Steyning about 6:20 and spent the evening at the White Horse, in company with my friend George Richardson and Mr Thomas Foreman. I lodged at the White Horse.

Monday, September 21 1761

I breakfasted at Mrs Foreman’s. About 10:20 we began appraising the goods; viz., Mr John Balcombe of Angmering in behalf of Mrs Foreman and myself in behalf of my friend George Richardson. We all dined at the Chequer on a cold duck pasty and two rabbits roasted. My brother came over in the forenoon to stand the shop for me during my absence… Mr Foreman, Mr Balcombe, Mr Richardson and myself spent the evening at the White Horse, where I lodged all night.

Tuesday, September 22 1761

We all breakfasted with Mrs Foreman and completed valuing the stock in the forenoon, which amounted to only £82. Mr Foremen, myself and Mr Richardson dined at the Chequer on a leg of mutton boiled and turnips and cabbage… I came home very safe and sober about 8:20.

I called as I came home and drank tea with Mr Madgwick and paid in cash 3.4.0 for funeral gloves etc. I also received of him a receipt from Mrs Mary Roase for the bill I left with him the 20th instant. My brother stayed with me all night…

Oh, what raptures did I use to approach home with in my dear Peggy’s life when I had been out, but now how different the scene… [15 words omitted]… No pleasing object to meet me with the smiles of approbation and all the other endearments of conjugal love and affection. Little, ah, little do the sons of riot and debauchery [know?] how great, how far beyond description, is the pleasure that is found in the company of a virtuous wife.

Thursday, September 24 1761

…Paid Thomas Freeman by the post boy 4/6 in full for half a dozen pattens received by him today. Dame Novice dined with me on a bullock’s cheek stewed and French beans. Dame Durrant drank tea with me. In the evening walked over to Master Russell’s and bought of him 6 pockets of hops at 47/6 per cwt and gave him in hand five guineas; the hops [?] Joseph Fuller Jr and myself are to be joint partners in.

Friday, September 25 1761

After breakfast walked up to Mrs Piper’s; from thence John Piper and I walked down to John Cayley’s, where I bought his hops at 2 guineas per cwt and I gave him 10/6 in hand. Those hops are in joint partnership between Joseph Fuller and myself… In the afternoon I walked around Mrs Virgoe’s wood to examine the fences. I drank tea at Joseph Fuller’s… In the evening Mr Thornton smoked a pipe with me.

Pretty busy all day. But who can imagine my inward anguish of mind? How do I daily and hourly find the loss of the most valuablest of wives.

Sunday, September 27 1761

In the morning my servant went to Alfriston to see her friends. No churchings at our church in the morning, Mr Porter being indisposed. I dined at Joseph Fuller’s on a piece of beef roasted, an apple pudding, potatoes and French beans.

Myself and servants at church in the afternoon… The banns of marriage (for the first time) were published between John Jones and Mary Heath, both of this parish. Mr Chalice, curate of Ripe, preached in the afternoon. I drank tea at Joseph Fuller’s. In the evening read 1 of Tillotson’s sermons. All, all is pensive melancholy sadness.

Sent to my brother Richard (enclosed in a letter by Joseph Durrant’s apprentice) 1 bill on Mr William Margesson payable to Mr Sam Ridings or order…value £14. The bill was enclosed in a letter to Mr Stephen Fletcher…now at Lewes, to whom my brother was to deliver the bill and letter.

Monday, September 28 1761

In the morning rode to Edward Russell’s and weighed up his hops, which was 6 pockets, weighing together 8 cwt 1 qr 18 lbs, which at 47/6 per cwt amounted to 19.19.5¼ . I paid him…in full for the said hops.

From thence I rode to Alfriston where I breakfasted with Mr Sanders and in the day I and Mr Ben Hudson appraised his stock to Mr Vincent, who had bought the same, myself in behalf of Mr Sanders and Mr Hudson in behalf of Mr Vincent. The said stock amounted to about £32. We all dined at Mr Sanders’s on a shoulder of lamb roasted, a baked rice pudding and cucumbers. (My family at home and my sister and niece Nanny Turner, who came to see me in my absence, dined on some boiled pork and French beans). We all drank tea at Mr Sanders’s. I called at Mr Snelling’s, and came home about 8:25, having spent nothing.

I received of Joseph Fuller Jr 9 guineas and half in full for his part of Edward Russell’s hops which I weighed today. In the evening smoked a pipe at Master Fuller’s. My sister and niece stayed with me all night.