Saturday, December 30 1758

In the forenoon my brother Moses and cousin John Bennett came over, and they together with my cousin Moses Bennett dined with us …and all went away for Framfield about 3:10. Gave Richard Fuller 6d and the carrier’s servant 12d to their Christmas box, as it is called, at home all day, but a heavy heart and a tormenting conscience, though there was no consent of the will in this.

Friday, December 29 1758

About 10:20 I went down to Whyly, from whence Mr French and I set out for Buxted Place, he being a-going to gather some quit-rent of Mr Medley… After Mr French had done his business with Mr Medley, we were prodigious civilly entertained with some bread and cheese, wine and beer etc… We also were were showed the house all over, which undoubtedly is a very fine place, being built in the modern taste, though as yet it is not completely finished. We then went to Uckfield where I called on Thomas Osborne for some money, but could get none. Then we went to Mr Miller’s, where Mr French had more quit-rent to gather and stayed and smoked a pipe.

We came back to my mother’s and stayed but a very little time there. My cousin Moses Bennett being at my mothers, he came home along with me. We came home about 5:20. We called in at Mr French’s, but did not stay, though I must say, not sober. Oh, what a trouble is it to me that my head is so weak, for the liquor I have drunk today I am sure has been but little, and I tried as much as possible to avoid drinking that little I did drink! It even makes me almost despair to think that I am well assured I have no value for liquor, neither am I fond of drinking, and yet when I am in company, I must always appear singular or else this misfortune happens to me.

Mrs Virgoe and her two children drank tea at our house. This evening a meteor was seen by several people in the neighborhood, which appeared like a ball of fire that was falling from the clouds to the earth and seemed as if it fell about Waldron, leaving a train of sparks behind it as it descended. Its bigness was at last about the size of a large bell, though at first almost like a moon, and extremely light. I imagine fear and surprise has exaggerated many of the above circumstances.

Tuesday, December 26 1758

We dined on the remains of yesterday’s dinner, and just as we had dined, my brother Sam Slater came in, who dined on what we left. About 5:25 my brother Will Turner came to see us, who [???] with us. And both he and my brother Sam Slater stayed all night. Thomas Davy at our house in the evening, with whom I played at cribbage and won of him 6d. At home all day and gave the following box-money:

Goldsmith’s carter0.0.6
Thomas Turner0.0.6
Starnes’s son0.0.6
John Vine’s apprentice0.0.3
John Browne’s do.0.0.3
Robert Hook’s do.0.0.3
Sinden’s Servant0.0.3
0.2.6

Monday, December 25 1758

This being Christmas Day, myself and wife at church in the morning; the text in the 31st verse of the 10th chapter of the 1st Epistle Corinthians: “Whether therefore ye eat, or drink, or whatsoever ye do, do all to the glory of God.” My wife and I both stayed the communion. My wife gave 6d, but they not asking me, I gave nothing. Oh, may the God of all mercy pour into our hearts His Holy Spirit to strengthen this our weak endeavor that we may increase in faith and good works and maintain and keep the good intentions that I hope we have this day taken up, through the merits and intercession of our blessed Redeemer Jesus Christ.

The widow and James Marchant dined with us on a piece of roast beef and suet plum pudding. They also stayed and drank tea with us and went away about 5:20. Thomas Davy at our house in the evening, to whom I read 2 of Tillotson’s sermons.

Friday, December 22 1758

…At home all day. In the evening read part of Addison’s Evidences of the Christian Religion. Sure never was a more melancholy time than now. What the reason is I know not, but I have so little trade and my trust is so great that I think I must be ruined. And how to extricate myself out of my difficulties I am quite at a loss. I should not care how poor soever my own living was, so I had but a prospect of not losing that little I once had.

Thursday, December 21 1758

…This day being St Thomas’s day, gave the following people one penny and a draught of beer for a Christmas gift; viz.,

1Widow Gower18Edward Babcock Jr
2Dame Novice19John Dan
3John Humphrey20Widow Day
4Francis Turner21William Eldridge
5Widow Trill22James Emery
6Richard Braizer23John Streeter
7Ann Wood24Will Slarks
8Ed Babcock Sr25Will Slarks
9Widow Cain26Robert Baker
10Thomas Ling27Susan Swift
11Thomas Heath28Richard Prall
12Richard Heath29Widow Cornwell
13Samuel Jenner30Thomas Dallaway
14Thomas Tester31John Durrant
15William Henly32Richard Vinal
16Roger Vallow33Widow Bristow
17John Elless

…In the evening read part of Hervey’s Meditations. Thomas Davy at our house the latter part of the evening.