Thomas Turner

In the forenoon my brother came over and stayed and dined with me on a piece of beef boiled, a raisin suet pudding and some carrots. At home all day. In the evening wrote my London letters.

James Fuller dined with me on a chick boiled, a piece meat of bacon and some cabbage. Mr Coates’s maid (who the clamors of the world–but without any, even the most distant, truth–called my sweet heart), the two Miss Porters and their servant drank tea with me. At home all day and not very busy… Mr Tipper and Thomas Durrant sat with me some time in the evening. Rec’d from Mr Plumer by Page’s wagon 13 sacks salt.
 

I dined on the remains of yesterday’s dinner with the addition of some pear pie. Mr Elless called on me in the forenoon, but did not stay. At home all day and really very little to do.

…I dined on part of a leg of lamb roasted. At home all day. In the evening went into Joseph Durrant’s, where I signed and sealed two bonds as security for the behavior etc. of Thomas Durrant and Thomas Davy, both employed as hop-assistants. The obligation was for two hundred pounds each bond, and my partner, the other obliger, was Joseph Durrant. The witnesses: Thomas Pepper, supervisor of excise, and Thomas Tipper, officer of excise.

I spent the evening at Master Durrant’s and came home about 10:20 very sober. Thomas Durrant lodged with me. Rec’d today of Mr Thomas Swaine by the payment of Richard Bridgman in cash 2.14.0 in full for the same sum assessed on him for lands in this parish by a poor rate made the 9th ult.

…My brother came over in the afternoon, but did not stay. I received of him in cash 2.19.7 in full for a parcel of ribbons he bought of me today. Paid Ben Shelley in cash 10.14.0 in full for the same sum he paid in London for me this week… One of Mr Porter’s servants drank tea with me. At home all day.

Paid Joseph Fuller Jr 7d for half a calf’s head bought of him today. I dined on part of a leg of lamb boiled and carrots… At home all day and very little to do. In the evening read one of Yorick’s and one of Delany’s sermons, both of which I think very fine ones.

Myself and servant at church in the morning… I dined on half a calf’s head boiled, a piece of pork, a plain rice pudding, cabbage and carrots. Myself and servant at church in the afternoon…

In the afternoon Mrs Coates’s maid drank tea with me. This! this is the girl that the world proclaims is to be my wife. But oh, ‘tis an egregious mistake, a thing that yet has never entered my thoughts. Nor did I ever give the girl the least reason to think of any such thing, for I am sure I have not kissed her, except once, since Whitmonday. But during the time I lived in Lewes she and I, being almost next-door neighbors, were very intimate, but then there was nought of love. And now she coming to live at Mr Coates’s at Lady Day, and as there is some alteration in the state I move in now and then; that is, I was then only a servant, I think that was I not to take the same notice and use her with as much civility as I did then, I should be guilty of a great deal of pride and ignorance and show a great deal of folly. This, this is the reason and the only one that induces me to take notice of her (that is, I mean there is no love between us), though I greatly regard the girl as an old acquaintance and very sincerely wish her an uninterrupted state of happiness. And were it in my power to serve her in anything that might tend to her advantage, I would very gladly and cheerfully do it (but still no love affair, no amour a-going on).

My good neighbors, I have not taken up a vow of celibacy, but I am in no hurry. Love yet has made no impression on my mind since I lost the only women that I imagine I shall ever love, or at least that I ever shall love with that energy and sincerity I did her.

After Pat went away, Mr Tipper, Thomas Durrant and myself took a walk for some air.
 

I dined on the remains of yesterday’s dinner. At home all day. In the afternoon Mrs Browne buying some things in the shop, drank tea with me. At home all day and pretty busy. In the evening wrote my London letters, but quite low and melancholy.

Sam Virgoe, a-writing for me all day, dined with me on the remains of yesterday’s dinner with the addition of the flappy part of a leg of mutton salted and boiled. Dame Jones, buying many things in the shop, breakfasted with me. Rec’d of William Aldridge 16/- in full for 1 year’s land tax due at Lady Day last. Also received of him 12/5 in full for my own account.

At home all day and pretty busy. In the afternoon employed myself a-writing. In the evening Mr Tipper read to me part of a–I know not what to call it but Tristram Shandy.

…I dined on a hot beef pie. Master Diplock’s servant and Dame Durrant drank tea with me. At home all day and pretty busy. Oh, how pleasant is a busy life!